I love her n I care so much
Im hurting in the background
I thought but now I’m realizing its all in my heart .
My heart is cold cause she’s gone n im here hurting
My heart is cold Cause the love of my life is gone
I dont know wat to do
You can’t expect a heart to react the way it should
When your the reason its
Not functioning right
I gt so much heart im FALLIN
i got so much pain im FALLIN
i loved her but had love for her to
Im FALLIN
i cry at night with nobody there im FALLIN.
when will I be happy im tierd of FALLIN
I cant make you love me.
My heart is up in the clouds bt you. Never seem to reach for it.
I cant make you feel what I feel.
Bt I can show you that I care about you the way I do .
All you gotta do is sit and listen
Teens love is. Crazy thing
Know that you love a person cause if u dont know youll end up heart broken
What was the reason?
My mind flys so high into the sky’s .when I meet you again ill push u back n my head will go on a trip .
Ive changed so much .im proud of myself .
My mind sees things so differently .so many people downed me and bad Things about me but they look at me now n not only am I Doin great they say it to
Im so excited my future is bright
Ive said i was gonna change bt never did but now that I have im sooo blessed .
N I thank god for bringing me out of darkness
I’m done chasing I’m done running after people who don’t get to flips s*** about me.
I’m done being used I’m done cutting I take s*** everyday but the pain never goes away I’m done trying to please people and make them happy I’m thinking about myself but I know you don’t care what happens what about what makes me happy do you care? Do you see the pain question I can tell you can’t see it can you still kick me to the dirt
Teen don’t fool with people who don’t have to be in your life. cutting an self harm isn’t the. answer trust me I know I’m a living witness . You can do it!
Why don’t love come to be so clear? Every turn I make is a dead end I can never find a way out. I let so much pain into my life. I hope life isnt what is making . I wish and dream of a perfect life but I always snap out of it. All the cuts and bruises are battle wounds but yet my life is a battle. It seems that every person I meet shoots my heart and I keep walking. And continue getting shot. Then I walk into your life, and you don’t own a gun, you kiss my heart and heal the wombs.
But that’s all in my dream
nobody’s perfect but having something real is worth more than anything. teens if you are struggling with love or relationships take time for yourself and figure out what you wanna do. Can take you down a bumpy roller coaster.
I’m only human. I I crash and I break down. Why does thought come to us. I think I think too much. I fill I’m so confusing at times., I mean like sometimes I’m clueless. Or maybe sometimes I am just me. I can take so much until I had enough people tear me down when I get back up this morning . Some people build me then try tear me down. But I’m wiser than that . I like to think of myself as undefined. When I love I love for real. When people walked into my life I try my best to keep him. I’ve been hurt so many times scared to let my heart get involved. But I try to be brave about everything that has happened to me . I try to keep my head up and look forward to the future. I had to leave the childish games behind an focus on myself.
Teens if you love something in life , don’t let nobody stop me no matter how hard or how ruff the situation may be . Can make it without people who are irrelevant.
Keep your head up And be strong you’re not alone
Why do I smile ?
Do I have to make a list?
I smile because
1.I don’t cut anymore (1 year)
2.im happy I got great foster parents.
3.im stronger. Nothing can tear me down.
4.i don’t have suicidal thoughts
5. Im almost 18
6. I am princess (myself)
Im turning the tables around .
You brought me down .
now im stronger than ever.
You hurt n crushed my soul.
Now Im wise and in love.
You talked down bout me .
Now im higher with success.
You tryd to came back n try again.
I SAID NO !!!!
ARE U MAD OR NAH
teens/adults/viewers
If u have someone In your life who keeps messing up all the time n they hurt you so bad,dont worrie bout them you get. Stronger and grow grow from it
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